S&M

V.UI**

OurNeuralDynamicalSubstrate::ChngngWi.Mag.Access–>LongPeriodsOfSAD

SAD::SummaryActivityDesynchronization(Brain)==>TemporalPhaseStaggeringOfBodyVsBrainInfo

WithAbsenceStaggerngSlows2BrainPole::TooMuch4TooLong–BodyDeficitsMightOccur!!

RoutineOught2Include::SewingShirtButtonAnalogousActivitiesBasedOnInterest-Opportunity–NeedEtc

This::Critical4ProprMovemnt

Elaboration:::

BodyPartRepresentationalVariation(InBrain)IsASpatiallyRandomTemporallyPhasedMatrix…

BrainMattrsCannotBeSimplerThanThis!!!!…

FocusOnMinutae–SwitchFocus–MakeNoodles—CleanPipeEtc ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

?SADGettngV.Hgh—GettngTransfixd–LosingDesire2Move::ThnkIShuldRestartPipe…

???SideEffctsOfSmkingLessThanSEOfNotSmoking

NoOthrOption??RSSr

Ok! Tks—Planning>>WillPutInPlaceASAP

4Th.Moment::StickingWithBritishPound(Roll’n’puff–RollingTob.) Tks ๐Ÿ™‚

KnowURFine ๐Ÿ™‚ Discussn??

4Doctrs–GettngOverBiasAbtTob.::ExtremelyHard…Anythng&IStrt2Thnk::Tob!!

CanUTellMeYourExperienceWi.Tob.??I’llTry2GaugeAccurately….

“”Th.KindOfProc.I(We)Do::ExtremelyPnfull””

::”IHveSaid::ThisIsBec.OfBIL”::

!!””ThisBILIsBeingExercisedWi.Tob.(Mouth-LungsEtc)””

“”ThatMeansThisLoadIsDoingWorkThroughTob.””

“”LikePhysicalTherapy4Deficit/load/ProblemsEtc…””

ThanksMuch—Processing::PleaseHoldOn

BodyWorks::Wi.Age/Problems::–Wear&TearInevitable

Tob.Principle::–ManageLoad–KeepTh.MachineLubricatd—>PnFirst–SafetyThen??

Ok!!ThankYou–GotIt ๐Ÿ™‚ WillTry&NotWorkOutTh.Ins&OutsOfTob.–JustManageTh.PnWi.ItAsSafelyAP…

Tob.Principle:::DoesNtGoAgainst’NP’—LikeFood–EvnEatngIsRisky ๐Ÿ™‚

HypoT** ๐Ÿ™‚

Sleep::SummaryActivityCancellation(SAC)

Wi.Sleep::ElectricalAlignmentOfEarliestDevelopmentallyElectricalCircuits==>UnitaryColumnization(UC)

Also::PatternedUC–Sync-DesyncOfEDEC//Timescale–Abt2hrsSAC,RestPUC

InMeSACDurationBecomesHgher&PUCLessr::BodyDistressAf.Sleep((SmokingHlpsALot–Tks ๐Ÿ™‚ )

Af.Sleep::STATICBodyRepresentatnInBrain(LikeConventionlScienceSays4Alltimes)

SlowlyTurns2SRTPMatrix!!—FeelBettr ๐Ÿ™‚

UI***

G-S*HitsReallyHard—PleaseBExtremelyCareful

::EatAsUsual(MoreINB)

::WeRGravtyBorne&Born::WeWuldNtGetAnyMag.WithoutIt

HypoT***

Self::MultilvlInteractnBwG&S(OfG-SLink)

G::Gr.Space//S::SpaceOfGr&Absence!!

Gr.Space::Common4All ๐Ÿ™‚

NormalLght::InBothG&S!!

Self::AnInstanceOfTh.Interctn(LikeADischarge!!):::NOTForm/Feelng/Percptn/MentalFormatns

Visual:: 2Sets–SpaceOfGr//SpaceOfS::Intersecting–::Self–ThreadsAtVariousCrossSectns((F.F.P.MfWithinS-SetNOTAtIntersections!!


S&M

4Me::StyOYFeetBecomngParamount!!Tob.Budget::2K/m::MediumRaw::600=BPEtc::1300

OralProtectiveMeasuresInPlace&AlsoReg.Haridra–Neem-Turm.–TulsiEtc

CI***

PlantsProcessWhit.LghtWhenWatrd==>HghDensityCrbon==>Lght2C

SweetIsW.LSensatn….Why?Bec.W.LIsHghDensLght!!

==>AvoidW.L

Also::(CI)W.LghtInterruptd::(Clouds//SunglassesEtc)CauseStatic….Why?Bec.InterrptnIsFriction!!

:::Sugar–ItsSensatnIsBec.OfFlowExpressn==>HghDensCInASpecifcConfiguratn!!

:::IHateMonsoons!! ๐Ÿ™‚ PleaseTry&AvoidSG’s((CI))

SensatnIsBec.OfSensoryApparatusConfiguratn((Esp.Taste))

SoUk::MoreDiabetes??

No!!PredominantSkinColrIsDiff.//ScintifcFact::AsiansHveMuchMoreDMInWesternCountries!!

ClothesROk::FortunatelyWeDoNtHveChlorophyll!! ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

Juice::NtGd!!;Pepsi::Ok–MayBV.Gd

SomeSwtSens::EssentialButNt2Much2Often!!

Milk::NOTGd!!CompletelyAvoidPaayesh//MilmaidEtc(UnlessLovnglyGiven!!-ButNt2Much)

DiffBwGrowth&Renewl/Recovry::DurngGrwth–TissueInc.InDensity.

IEatOnlyComplexCarbs&PlantProteins!! (UnlessGivenEtc…))

EOM!!

GM!!:-)

LeavngTh.Term:’Self’::NtAccurateOrRelevnt!

Instead::S-AF(Substrate-AwarenssFramewrk)

F::Ends(Positns),S-AF::Process(AnInstance.ThreadEstablishdUponF)

S-AF::NoIdentity-ContinuouslyEmanatng::Wi.EachInstance::EndsChange(Th.F)

Ends::Gr.SpacePoint—Gr.TouchPoint(SAQS)==>ConnctnBwGr.Space&Gr.&AbsenceSpace

Mag.DiffrntlBwThese2Points!! ๐Ÿ™‚ ==>MDC!!

BuddhaSrSaid::SelfNtRelevnt–Form/Feelngs/Perceptn/MentlFormatnsNotSelf

IThnk::NoSelf–JustFramewrkUponWhichProcess

Oops ๐Ÿ™‚ EOM!!

Notes

~12:15::SuddenChngeInMind-BodyState,,??ImmunePulse==>DefensiveReleaseOfChemicalMessengers(UsuallyUponInvasion/InfectionEtc)ButWithoutCause.

Symptoms::Feverishness//ColdSensation//Pn

MeasuresAdopted::SittngInside’Lep’ :-)….HotTea…PCMol

BettrNow

MightRecur—Periodicity::Unknown!

??VaporLevelsChngngInEnvirnmnt–BodyFluidStatusMatching!!

??HumidtyInc.:::MucosaGettngDrier?–WatrRetentnReducng?

==>FluidStatus–CompletelyMobile!! ThatIs::TissueExposdDrierOnly

PleaseBeXtraCarefulWi.Moisturizrs!!Esp.DurngTransitns

??Inf.BecOfAdditionlDryness?Nt2BadRightNow—IfGettngWorse::WillSteamInhale ๐Ÿ™‚

Time2Celebrte??WillHveWWAftrSomeTime ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

Animls::InnateInt.Feel&SenseActualCanvas//Humns::EngageInCreatngSub-Canvas((Humans::Smaller!))

A–Blank-Empty::MinimalSignalInterference//Humns::EngageInNoise&MinimalSignal!

Measure::OnlyPartOfTh.Field,,ImplicitOrder::OutsideMeasure-InnatelyAcquired!!

EOM-Thanks! ๐Ÿ™‚

Notes

Brhmi::OffsetGWi.S(BrainMax.SenseButAlsoBody)–HelpdWi.BDistrssTremendsly–NowV.HghPI&S::Br.-QuiteRisky!!

Shilajit::GrowthInV.Diffclt.Conditns::WillHlpWi.G

Chocolate???



Communication

https://sites.google.com/view/barredowlscrime/home

Tks!!

PS::Sep.PgLinkNow!

MammaSite::AdditnsPlease ๐Ÿ™‚


I**?–

CellTurnoverPatterns::VaryWi.Carbohydrate-ProteinRatio’s(CellTornovr–ManifestsWi.EgDandruff–AccretionsEtc…)

ModulatnPoss.Wi.WatrIntakePairedWi.Proteins…

?x

TryReducngCarb-ProteinCombinatn::TakeProtein+Fluids(Jhol)

RSSr??DDff

Af.ALongTime??

Ok!! ChemicalManagmentOk–PrimaryCauseInCellTurnovrPatterns–ManifestsInHghVascularityZones

DalRutiRepacedWi.Dal&Buttermilk?? ๐Ÿ™‚

BitByBit@SeparateTimes??ChewOnCrnflakesMixture(Haldiram)?

OK!! Tks ๐Ÿ™‚

Th.ViolenceInHumans::CausingUntoldSufferng–NobodyCaresAbtMamma’s

GoingOutThisAm–PlanFurthrCOA(AngryToday-Unnec.WarsEveryW.)

Feb9-Mar16::WatershdPeriod–Prepre4Loss(4Me)

More:: Money (-)

Movements

Operations….

SunscrnPrinciple:: ๐Ÿ™‚

SSEffectivelyFiltersSLight::ThroughDeflection//HeatFilteringEtc

SkinOfFace::CoolestAtBonyContours==>HeatSinksHere(Min.Vascularity)

IfExtraLayersOfSSAppliedAtBonyContours::TotalHeatDissipationMirrorsComplexion(Melanin–CreasesEtc)

Why??BecauseHeatSinksDetermineBloodFlowWithSpecificEnviron.Conditions(WhichDeterminePigmentation!!)

HeatSinksAreZonesOfHeat::BloodFlowTendsToArrangeBasedOnNeed4HeatDissipation

WithRepeatedExposure2SLight::SpecificPigmentationPatternsAreEstablished

IfTh.NeedForHeatDissipatnStaysLow::NativeBloodFlowPatternsStayAndNtSLightInducedPatterns!!

SLightInducedPatternsOfBFLead2Burning(BecauseIfHeatIsDissipated–ThereIsNoBurning)

๐Ÿ™‚

A limerick!!

I like my lamps too!! 2 Colours like rainbow hue

In Common rooms we sew

so that we can our mindsets glue ๐Ÿ™‚

A limerick for all seasons, especially when things are dark!!

Certainty isn’t all its made out to be,

Uncertainty when we are certain lets me see,

all things made of C & D!! ๐Ÿ™‚

Celebrate???x?

No alcohol Please—At al!! ๐Ÿ™‚

I**

Need2Conditn4WhiteLight-Water!!Otherwise-difficult ๐Ÿ™‚

GotShoesWi.Grip?Arriving(Blinkit!!)699 ๐Ÿ™‚

HveGdRaincoat-&Umbr.

NtSureIfWillGoOut—ButMight ๐Ÿ™‚

InfoAbtShoes—InSomeMinutes…..!x

2Lmps(Wi.Me)YellwL4Dark(WL)

GdShoes-GdFit-Light-Comfy-Appears2BeGdGrip ๐Ÿ™‚

GettngDark–Scary ๐Ÿ™‚

Considerng4–45Min…

Tks ๐Ÿ™‚

TiredTody—MghtTryTom. !!

๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚ :-)x ๐Ÿ™‚ !!

CI***

PnPerceptnNtEqual2BIL

Wi.HghPnP::BILCeasesRedistributn–Tob.HlpfulMoreSo

Wi.LowerPnP::BILDistributesMore2Body–HeadacheEtcEspWiTob.(WhichOught2BModulatd)

BILHasADistr.Threshold….LikelyBody’sGravitySusceptibility!!

ThatMeans((4Me))WhenDragStarts–Redistr.Reduces==>ManagingDrag::IsOfUtmostImp.

Drag(InMe)IsKindOfInertialDistress-Bodily–Spills2PnMentally!!Tob.BecomesEssentl!!

ButWhenDragLess–HeadacheWi.Tob(AlsoGoesWi.It ๐Ÿ™‚ )

Gr.Suscp.((OfG-SLink))–PrimarilyDopamineDistr.VarianceDependent((ThusFluoxetingHlps ๐Ÿ™‚ ))

Gr.Suscp.::ReflectnOfDopamineSens.

Wi.F20D-BlockRaisesSens==>Drag!!((PhenomenonOfDrug-F.20InteractnNtSolelyEither))

ThatsWhyIThnkIGotG-SLinkInsight ๐Ÿ™‚

CannotStopTob.IfDoneBILDamaging—Why???x?

GotIt-Tks ๐Ÿ™‚

BecauseBILCausesPnIncludingThatOfDisease!!

T.T ๐Ÿ™‚

AngryMm’sHere—Come2Check!!

AngryMm’sShedIll-Will ๐Ÿ™‚

ThereWere6-7NtSheddng–Then1MmPuffedUp&GotReallyAngry!!

IThnkSheFeltMe–ThenTh.OtherMm’sStartedToShedForHer—ThenAllLeft ๐Ÿ™‚

==>TheyGetIll-Will(LikeWeDo((WithCompassn))&ThenCall2ShedIt!!

TheseMm’sRPartOfTh.Field–OtherMmKindsHveDifferentEmphasis&Mechanisms!!

CI***

PnRelease(BILDissipation)EffectedBestWi.LowIll-Will

Wi.I-W::PastI-WG-SFormSuperimposes

(G-SForm::AlsoSubstrateConstraintsContingentUponG-SL)

BILDissipatn::ChangeInBrainElectrochemicalConfiguratn(WIP) ๐Ÿ™‚

HypoT**

BIL::HghFreq.Peak&TroughOfNeuronalActivity(HghPI::BecauseOfRapidSpreadOfSame)

ThisCouldTranslate2BodyRepresentatn(InBrain)Changes

–>BodilyPerturbatnPoss.IfBIL(Pn)NtManaged

—Thanks4BeingThere—

Celebrate?! ๐Ÿ™‚

InCaseOfNoMny(ICONM)::WillHveAbout20Kpm–Budget4Electr.&Radio::2000pm

Upto1400EMIOnAmzonPoss.–HDMITv-Laptp–Phone–DesktopPoss(1YrEMI’s)

GettngUniboom(O)TvFromAmzonToday–9MEMI

Tob.BudgetCurrntly::1200pm–700Snff:200HGPP–300Incidental

Tks!! ๐Ÿ™‚ T.Time???x?ICONM::NoLaptp–TabletWi.HDMIHub(TypeC)((TrialDone!!AlsoMyUPS–NowUPS-Laptp))

HveSomeGlutenSensitivity::NowTakeRutiOfEmmerWheat(KhapliAtta)–JustHadSomeWi.Dal ๐Ÿ™‚

HaveAnElectricRotiMaker ๐Ÿ™‚ KeepSomeDough(Fridge)&QuicklyMakeRuti!!

ForOccassionlUse–NormallyTakeJowar-Maida-Besan(Mix)Ruti ๐Ÿ™‚

Celebrate? ๐Ÿ™‚

I*

SomePhysicalProblmMightAriseInUsDue2SustaindHghBIL

HveSomeCongestnInLtEye–ManagngConservatively

4Us::LikelyNoReasn2Wrry2Much ๐Ÿ™‚

T.Tme?? ๐Ÿ™‚

Wi.Me::PerceptnOfDop.Sens.V.VHgh(BecauseRealityPerceptn–Different(BiggrField-Str.Anomalous))

Wi.FoodIngestion::SummarySubstrateThatNeedsReward–Hgher(BecauseMassIncreass)

Hence::EffectiveDop.–Lowr–>Dop.Sens.Increass!!

(Wi.Reward::DopamineDoesn’tGoUp–Dop.Sens.Reducs)–>EffectivelyDopamineHgher!!

??IntroduceNoveltyAfterEting!!–ChngeMusic–DiffSnuffEtc

Ok…Tks ๐Ÿ™‚

ThatsWhy?Saucs&PickleHlp!!

PackdVeg.Toasty+Coffee+Haldiram4Today–IfIGoOnExt.Ops(NtSure)MightEatItWi.HomeOpsToo ๐Ÿ™‚

CI***

Only1ModalityOfTob.Exclusively::BestAvoidd

Because:: BIL RedistributionOught2BUniform(EachMod.HasDiffDynamics)

::BILHasEffects ThtGoBeyondTheOrdinary

==>ToBTakenSeriously???x?

VeryS.—Ok, Tks ๐Ÿ™‚

4SummrHeat(4Me(***

Head&ScalpCoolerCloth(Thin-Fine-Absorbent)***IfHair–LessrEffect???

AlsoSame4Collar

SprayBottle(FineMist–EgOdomosSprayBottle((Swiggy))==SprayedAtIntervalsOnFinePorous?Kurta

ThenExpose2Fan!!RepeatApplication ๐Ÿ™‚

WillWrk??–KeepSprayBottleCloseAtHand4RepeatAppl.

Tks ๐Ÿ™‚

U*CI^^^BlindOps…

RSSr/YSI2BuyLatestProptyFromKSI===>LimitedGroupOfPersonal-NonComm.Prop!!?x

Prop.2ChangeHandsSoonNow??WillItWork?ThenLatstProp.IsNotKSI’s–>ProblmSolvd?

AFewDays?? Compose AffidavitTo Same EffectByBothRSSr/YSI::Buyer&KSI::NeedySeller&KeepAtHand?

Didn’tThnkOfThis??

Bec.OfClosedUnitness??IAmSeparte!! ๐Ÿ™‚

KeepLegalDocumentReadyASAP???x?

CallLawyer??

T.T!! Tks–Relieved!! AddaLatr ๐Ÿ™‚

Tob.(?RestOfLfe)

KuberChewed(BetweenTeethKeptx1/2Min)–Expelled((Occassionally))Nt2Much

AllPipes::Ending!!HGPPWi.LastRemainingGlassPipe-NoEffect//Swagt–TongueBurning!!

Tried6P-GreenDragonPillow–GoodEffect::Likely4Maintainence

Thus::Kuber&6PGDPillow ((NoOtherOptions))

???x?Advise

WillHve2DoThis?—Ok–Tks!!

LikelyNeed2UndertakeBigOpWi.NewRegimen!!

CurrentlyChangngRoomLight–GetFood!! Tks ๐Ÿ™‚

I**

LongTerm-Kuber-Pillow::Inadvisable

NewRegimen::ONLYSwagtChewd&KeptBetweenTeethxhalfMinute.

MouthRinseWi.WaterAfter::MuchMoreEffectiveWi.PlantAsOpposd2LimeProduct.

InAllLikelihood::SwagtAsAbove–ROL(NoPillow/Kuber/Smoke/Pipe)1-2,10RupeeTulsiWi.ExtOps

::MightHve2UndertakeExtOpsAgainToday….Tks!!S


StoppingPlanOfChewngROL!! ๐Ÿ™‚

MostOrderlyOption4Me::Pipe

WillHave2IncurExpense4AGoodPipeAtTimes—ExtOps::Cig

FilterWi.RoachPaperAsBefore

JustBought–MissouriMeerschaumCorncobBentPipe–Amazon!! ๐Ÿ™‚

NoMoreSnuff–VeryLittleChewing–MostlyPipe(Wi.Swagt-HGPP–OccassionalRollngTob.)

BuySomeGoodPipeTob.2IngrainPiping???x?

Ok…WillDo—Yay–Shopping!! ๐Ÿ™‚ Tks

MadeCombinatnSnuffsFormulation:::ExtremelyEffective

??KeepThisAtAllTimes–RotateWi.1OtherMilderSnuff

EffectOfSnuffWanes(SometimesSignificantly))…

Have4-5MilderSnuffs–UseFormulationWi.Only1OtherMilderSnuff4APeriod–ThenChangeMilderSnuff

Possible2KeepUpFormulationEffect—Try???x?

KeepFSPinchSmall??

AekdomTai?? ๐Ÿ™‚

Tks!! ๐Ÿ™‚

AlmostFeelsLikeWon’tNeedPipeWi.This(FS)–StillFeelngStrngEffect(20Min)

TakeMilderOne??Now!!

Taken::SnuffExtremelyComplicatd—IfCanSustainEffect::Won’tNeedAnythingElse(&RS)

SuggestGoOutOnOpsWi.ThisRegimen??

Ok!!…

Oral Protective Measures:: Tech&Rationle?

Smoke:: gaseous vs more or less acqueos phase interaction–>Temperature change==>Selective Toxin Deposition?

Thus::SoapyRinsingWithoutCausingAbrasion(ReducedSurFceTensn–>WashOutEffectiveEspeciallyWithSomeHolding)??

4Me::LimeProductOnlyWhenCritical::BetweenTeethXfewseconds

Chewed::??SalivaryActivationOfToxinsLikelyAcumulativeForACriticalPeriod.

IfChewd::WindowPeriodBeyondWhichContinuousExposureRisky

EOM-Tks ๐Ÿ™‚

MnyDetails::

InputBOB::Roughly2L60ThPerYear

Debit::SIP5000NotConsidered(SIPLumpsumInICICI~3LacsCurrently)

BOBCorpus::5L20ThCurrently

MyPOMny::LS–6L,Interest~3700–IntoICICI

ICICI1000plus1000SIPDebitNtConsidered

NoPnNoGain ๐Ÿ™‚

15000FromBOBtoICICI1stOfMonth, 4000FromPO28thOfMonth,5000(?EffectiveDebitForSIP3000)FromBOB

13000ZoloMny::4000Food::3000Meds::600Radio::600PhoneNetwork::1000Tob.::Websites::250::CarCleaner::400::OneDriveDda::12LCurrentlyNPS(10000orsoDadaEveryMonth)LifeInsuranceDdaUpto2045::50L

CurrentDebitBOB::15KplusSome(NtConsideringSIPDebit)1Kplus1KSIPMine,Leftover2K(IntoICICI)

13KFrom15K::Zolo–Around7KMoreDebitForPilotEveryMonthFromBOB/ICICI(UPI&All)x2months

Sorry::CurrentCorpusBOB5L75K–AtEndOf2MonthsHenceforwardCorpusBOB–5L20K!!

Don’tKnowAnythingAfterThat–GettingUlcer ๐Ÿ™‚

Projection:: Upto2028JulyWi.Zolo–CorpusBOB~3LOrLess//SIP’s2046~60-70Lakhs(IfICanContinueThSIP’s)

RiskyToReduceBOBCorpusBeyondThis.

CannotAskDdaForAnythingMore–HeHasHugeBurdens

IDoNtWant2StayHereButIDoNtKnowIfI’llBAbleToAffordRent

Thanks ๐Ÿ™‚ ConsideringEverything….T.Time??

U**

IThinkDdaThinksBetterToInvestNowForBeingAbleToStayInMyOwnPlaceIn3-4Years….

HeDoesn’tKnowHowLittleMnyIHave!!

ToldHimWillOnlyTryThis41-2Months::HeSezHe’llPayTheZoloMoney.

ThisMoveWillAllowTheDispersalOfIllWillHeMightBeGettngFromSon’s

&IKnowIAmPreparedForICONM!! ๐Ÿ™‚

Celebrate?? ๐Ÿ™‚ T&Smoke ???x?

Zolo::10KRent(2026)Wi.11MonthOrsoLockIn

ICONMResidingPossible!!DeliveriesTooVisible…

LookingAtStockPossibilitiesCurrently

StockFromAny1Place???x? MedsWon’tBPossible??

Amazon??

OhOk::SomeHerbShop::OrderMonthly(Items)&Pickup??

T.T!!Tks ๐Ÿ™‚

HidngFromChaleraSector44(SawThereThtThePoorCareWithoutThePrivilegedKnowing)

Ops::Ongoing(ZoloEstablishd–ForDda)

ICONM::PossibleOnlyInRishikesh(NoOtherPlace)

GettingVeryAngryAtThoseWhoSeeNothing

Suggestions2ManageAnger???x?

TheyThinkTheyHvePlenty/WantMoreButHaveNothing??

PastAnalysisInterpretation::Actions&ReactionsRJustPainActing(EssentialPn-MagnitudeInduced))

???TheyThnkTheyHave–ButTheyHve2PayAPrice4That.

TheGoodPoorMakeTheRightChoiceDespitePn–&TheirPnEnds

ThtAngerWillStay::WillUseIt2Learn((DoNotLikeBeingAngry…))

Tks ๐Ÿ™‚ T.Time?? ๐Ÿ™‚

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